Thursday, June 30, 2005

No dose of X-Rays small enough to not be a cancer risk!

Many years ago - in 1995 to be exact, I was ridiculed by a group of my friends because I refused to have an X-Ray taken when it was not absolutely necessary. The doc "just wanted to be safe" and I resisted. This earned me the nick-name of "gene mutation" because I was of the view that radiation caused gene mutation leading to cancer. Well, to those that mocked me, I hope you read this.
Also, Teflon is the news for all the wrong reasons - read this report from earlier and this one. We are slowly moving away from non-stick utensils, maybe we need to make haste.

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Apple all over the news

If you read your news, you already know that Apple is everywhere this week. The marketing geniuses at Apple know just how to play the media machine to their advantage. A simple update to their iPod line coupled with iTunes 4.9 including Podcasts gets more attention than Google Earth! What we have seen thus far may just be small tidbits relative to what is expected the 7th of July. Apple has sent invitations to an event / announcement on Thursday next, ostensibly to launch the new iTunes/iPod phone whatever-it-ends-up-being called. iPhone anyone? Moto ROKR? Your guess is as good as mine. 5 years in the future, it is hard to imagine users carrying separate mini iPods and cell phones; just like 5 MP camera-phones are making carrying your digital camera unnecessary, so will the music playing cell phones of the future. Next week promises to be interesting!  

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Live 8 is next week!

From http://www.live8list.com/en/,

"Bob Geldof has today unveiled plans for LIVE 8. Unlike Live Aid, 20 years ago he doesn't want people's money - he wants their voice.

Saturday July 2nd will be the day the world demands justice. Thousands will gather in Edinburgh to spearhead the call to make poverty history in a passionate, peaceful protest. Later the same day, millions will echo that call as they take part in LIVE 8 - concerts in London, Paris, Berlin, Rome and Philadelphia, brought together in one TV broadcast around the world.

The LIVE 8 event will be free and will see some of the world's greatest acts take to the stage, including U2, Robbie Williams, Scissor Sisters, alongside legends Sir Elton John and Sir Paul McCartney."


Get all the details at http://www.live8live.com/
Make your voice heard at http://www.live8list.com/en/

Everyone can watch the concerts live at AOL Music. Bookmark this URL http://music.channel.aol.com/live_8_concert/home

In the US, XM Radio will be broadcasting the concert live on satellite radio. http://www.xmradio.com/live8/index.jsp

This is one of the biggest musical events of our lifetimes. Take part and enjoy!

Friday, June 24, 2005

Why does the moon look so big now?

If you've noticed and were wondering - From the BBC News website, Why does the moon look so big now?

Update: This is from the SF Chronicle



A full moon rises over the San Francisco skyline on Tuesday, the first day of summer, as seen from Fort Baker in Sausalito. Because it was the day of the summer solstice, when the sun makes its highest arc in the sky and the moon its lowest, the full moon was hanging lower in the sky than at any point since June 1987.
Chronicle photo by Frederic Larson

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Mr. & Mrs. Smith

So I gave in to the wife and saw Mr. & Mrs. Smith. Its the price one has to pay to be able to happily see Batman Begins in IMAX ;)
Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie are in the pages of almost every tabloid that exists anywhere these days so I shouldn't have been surprised to hear App go "Brad and Angelina are so hot". I'd seen the preview (a.k.a trailer) before so I knew what to expect - wife and husband who are secretly ace hitwoman and hitman respectively. The movie was mostly as expected but surprised me at times. Far removed from anything close to reality, it was funny in parts and takes a witty look at the problems of real-life couples. The Smithes have issues just like any other couple. In fact, the movie starts with their visit to a relationship counselor.
I don't want to give too much away so I'll just say this - Brad and Angelina fit into their roles perfect. Their acting skills are never really tested, just how good they can look while shooting guns and throwing knives left, right and center. Don't try to keep a body count in this movie, nobody cares. The movie sticks to the plot, doesn't stray too much and the funny bits are there. So what leads me to classify this as a DVD movie? It is a timepass movie that doesn't come out strongly as an action, relationship or comedy movie - just a curious mix of all the above.

Coldplay's new album debuts at No. 1

CNN.com - Coldplay's new album debuts at No. 1 - Jun 15, 2005

Good for them. We also helped Coldplay along to No.1 by buying the album this week. I like X&Y so far, it is not much of a departure from their sound on "A rush of blood..". However, it also progresses a little and unlike U2's album, there is also some variation between the song styles. All said, a good release and we are looking forward to the tour. Did I mention that we have tickets? :)

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Stay hungry. Stay foolish.

Copied here from the original text at Stanford's website:

 

'You've got to find what you love,' Jobs says

This is the text of the Commencement address by Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, delivered on June 12, 2005.

I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I've ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That's it. No big deal. Just three stories.

The first story is about connecting the dots.

I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?

It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: "We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?" They said: "Of course." My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.

And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents' savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn't see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.

It wasn't all romantic. I didn't have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:

Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn't have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture, and I found it fascinating.

None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.

Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something - your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

My second story is about love and loss.

I was lucky – I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation - the Macintosh - a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.

I really didn't know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down - that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me – I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.

I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.

During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I retuned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple's current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.

I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle.

My third story is about death.

When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.

Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything – all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn't even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor's code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.

I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I'm fine now.

This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960's, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.

Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: "Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish." It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

Thank you all very much.

 

 

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Here's a panoramic picture from last weekend's trip to Big Sur.

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Gotta love those 4 day working weeks!

Can you believe it is Thursday already? :)

We’ve had back to back 4 day working weeks thanks to Memorial day and our trip to Big Sur. Photos from those trips have been dominating the blog for the last couple of weeks but that probably reflects our life over the last couple of weeks. We are finally getting back to normal and things should be quiet this weekend.

I haven’t been spending my usual time keeping up with technology which is why tech posts are infrequent. I’m sure everyone has noticed that Apple is in the news, thanks to their switch to Intel processors. Being the proud new owner of an iMac G5, I hope the PowerPC machines keep their value like they always have but it’s probably a case of wishful thinking. Nevertheless, a decline in PowerPC Mac prices would probably be a good excuse to pick a new Mac up for my brother or parents or in-laws :)

I have been spending a lot of time with photos and I think the new Picasa is awesome – in some ways even better than iPhoto ’05. Flickr is great too. I am strongly considering upgrading to a pro account and archiving all our photos at Flickr. It would be worth it for the ability to share all the pictures and to have a backup – hard drives can be so unreliable!

Have you noticed the new Flickr Zeitgeist on the right panel? I think it’s pretty neat.

In other major news, we are going to watch Coldplay live!! Yay! The concert is Aug 19th in Mountain View. Their new album is out already and we are already listening to it on Napster. Unfortunately, Napster has started being strict about not allowing multiple logins into the same account so App and I cannot use Napster at the same time through the day :( This will probably be our last month with Napster. Time to try Yahoo Music Unlimited. Even if they don’t allow multiple logins, hey its only $5 a month!

I’ll stop rambling for now. It’s time to get back to work. I’m posting this through email for the first time, hope this works! Ciao!

Monday, June 06, 2005

McWay Falls


McWay Falls
Originally uploaded by Jillako.
We're back from our visit to Big Sur, about 3 hours south of the bay area. We drove down Highway 1, one of the most scenic in all of California. Here's a picture of McWay falls in Julia Pfeiffer State Park - an absolute beauty. More pics are in Flickr.