what a day! I'm still dealing with so many different issues both personally and professionally. I'm so fed up, frustrated about everything. Its not easy working from home. Someday, I will start going to office, that would be a welcome break.
Sometimes I wonder what's the point of living this life like this? Lonely and boring. Yeah you keep yourself occupied with something (gym, work, vacation) but life is so empty and dull here in US. Some people love it, some hate it. I love it for the independence it gave me and for the knowledge I've gained. But I'm in the hate phase where I feel depressed that I don't have a lot of friends around. No one to turn to when you feel so bad and depressed. Atleast in India, you would have someone to talk to, be it friend or family. I'm tired of computers, phone, tv, electronic gadgets and the life in itself!! The world news is depressing too, some kid shooting 10 kids and killing himself. What kind of world do we live in?
The only thing thats going good is my gym. I'm happy that I'm atleast working out regularly. Spring is here, so hopefully I will go out of this depression soon. I wish I can take a break from everything and go away for a week to some unknown land. may be I will!!
4 comments:
arvind, Chill ma !
Lol Bai, that was App! Anyway I think she is feeling better now :)
As someone who shares nearly the same work style, some of the text in this blog may very well appear on mine =D
Off work, I run away from home! Holidays, I hate mobiles, PDAs and MSN Messenger (all means of cummunication with my virtual office)!
Of few things I'm glad: waking up whenever I want, not worry about ironing clothes unless there is a meeting, talking to my bro for an hour on monday afternoon and typing this comment while I'm supposed to be typing code....hehe ;)
It does get boring.. i'm hoping to visit vegas next week, that will certainly improve my mood.
thanks everyone!!
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